just saying but i wrote supernatural fanfiction for my English exam and i got 91% so like…
Sitting in smokey silence, remembering the last time I was violent. If you were here, it’d be just as quiet. Laptop getting warm underneath my hands.
Constantly writing a novel in my head, I’m a messy desk of notes-to-self and thoughts out loud. Brewed up and spewed out at the bar or on my couch. I don’t know what I’m trying to convey, talking over siren sounds.
I’m no bukowski, but I’m empty and I’m ranting. I’ve got inner dialogues that frighten me. They disassemble me and shower me in mockery. The laptop’s getting warmer in my lap.
I’ve been tripped up on the ripped up seam in the America dream. Where bartenders wear their hearts on their sleeves, soon to slip and fall into your drinks.
How long will it last? Skipping stones on gravel roads. I’m burying myself in booze, bad jokes and coffee-stained letters. Words with similar sounds and all the things my best friends do better. The laptop sits hot underneath my hands.
How long will I last?
Okay so this is how far I got on my paper lol...
-So by the way my argumentative paper is to be set up with an introduction, narration, confirmation, refutation and conclusion..sadly, I only finished my introduction and narration but the narration finishes with a decent lead in to the confirmation that I will write later on today.-
Every word you say, finds a home in me.
Nothing anyone could ever say could hurt me like this.
Baby, please don’t light that cigarette.
Today in English we were reading Romeo and Juliet
I had to explain to the class that there is a difference between romantic love and sexual attraction and I had to elaborate with Romeo’s words to his cousin translated into modern speech and describe that Romeo is not in fact in love with Juliet, he just wanted to fuck her.
I was the only one in the class comfortable with saying the word “sex” and my teacher cheered me on for being able to do so